September 8th 2025 -8:04am
Today, I began not knowing how I was going to take the bus to school. I have been put on hold with e.i due to recalculating the funds due to the days which I won't be able to work. Amazing system. They estimate it to be 3 weeks before I will get my funds again. I had to ask nan again for money since my mom and dad don't consider me worthy of dignity. I want to give her a lot of money one day to spend however she likes. She deserves it.
I am now on the bus downtown. it should take about 10 minutes to get to my college. I am late for class, but it is better to be late than it is to use excuses to go nowhere, I believe. I forgot my headphones in the rush, and had to go to the bank and a store before I got to the bus since it only takes change. I however have my steam deck and keyboard and everything else that I need for my 3 hour break in between classes. (it's like this on Mondays and Tuesdays. on Thursdays it is only a 1 hour break)
I like to go on my steam deck in the lounge/bar area though it can be quite noisy, with groups of people yelling in languages I do not understand. I wish I didnt close myself off, but it's hard not to feel isolated. I don't blame anyone though, and I'm glad theyre having fun. I guess I'll leave it here for now, typing this on my phone is not very decent. for many reasons.
-12:08pm
Today has been a nice day, at first I thought that the teacher was annoyed at me showing up late. It seemed she didn't include me in what was happening -though I concluded it was just a consequence of me being late. I leared about why a noble gas is just that: it has full valence electrons so it doesn't react with other atoms much at all. I also have to make a periodic table a specific way; haven't looked into it much though yet. It is due on Thursday, so I'll have to get some colored pencils before then. I also have a number of vocabulary terms to define in two sentences or less. The mark I recieved today for my vocabulary was good, however it got 1.5/5 for creativity. She wants me to provide examples for my definitions which shouldn't be too hard.
I took the past hour and a half to go for a nice walk downtown. I bought 2 .4 joints for 6 dollars which was probably not the best idea, but it's a pretty good deal all around. I forgot my buster, but I left my pipe in my backpack since I don't use it at home. I saw a lady who was down and out who asked me if I had change, and I will never say no even if it is my last 5 dollars. I hope it helps somehow....
I am now in the lounge again, there are a few people here and I feel like I am becoming more familiar to the place. I hope that one day someone might strike up a conversation and maybe ask what I am typing hahah -that may take some time though. I am currently burning away the next 30 minutes before my physics class. I faintly remember doing significant digits and learning to change a number into its scientific notion. I just realized I have an assignment to complete lol so I shall do that here