September 9th 2025 -7:27am
I slept for a long time, from 6pm to 3:30am. I woke up and fixed my computer and my network by doing a full reset and hooking my pc up from my travel router with VPN on constantly to hopefully evade all the ddos's that have been happening to me. I did laundry and left for the bus, no breakfast. I also think I took the wrong bus lol but that will be alright. I should be a few minutes late to class but nothing like yesterday. Live and learn I guess.
My morning is good. I have to submit another vocabulary assignment today I believe though we learned most of the stuff yesterday. My teacher wants specific words from the entire list, so I will refrain from doing them all as it would take a lot of time and I am feeling nautious enough typing on the bus as it is. Trying not to look at my keyboard too much as it furthers the motion sickness. I may try programming my arduino today in the lounge to see the options at my hands. I think I forgot to give my phys teacher my assignment lol.... I also only had a dollar 10 for the bus today but it didn't seem to matter. I'm glad. Guess I'll enjoy my ride and come back during my break. Cheers.
-10:12am
Class today was nice, had a few things to add on such as static energy in relevance to coordinate and covalent bonds. Of course, it wasn't quite there, as static electricity is a product of 2 different objects sharing electrons temporarily to normalize their electrons. There are no new substances being created due to this exchange. I'm still not sure on the facts, as it was glossed over temporarily. What was said, was that we have a disposition, through friction, to lose electrons- as we touch another object that is charged with electrons, it transfers and that is why we get shocked.
I just smoked weed, got a few hours to kill. I should probably work on my vocabulary and hand it in before my teacher leaves so I don't get 2 late penalties for it since I don't have school tomorrow. I found the information for the terms she wants. I also brought my headphones, and they were needed as the music in here is very depressing. I like how there is always a movie and anime playing, with the movie sometimes being played instead of music.
-4:44pm (actually typing this the next day at 3am)
I started the next class, everything was fine. We got into basic math -pythagoras theorem. As the teacher was asking questions about topics they were getting into rather than what they taught, they proclaimed "c'mon guys, you just got out of last year" to which I replied "I've been out of school a loooong time". It got some laughs, which could be one thing or another, and I asked her how the square root of 3 came up in a fraction after using Tangent. A few students for the first time talked in class, looking at me and saying that was what the calculator gave, as the teacher said that there is a reason which is complicated for it and it cause a slight uproar (at least that's how it sounded in my head) but I shut down and said it's okay I'll learn it eventually with some slight, possibly noticable disdain as a student in front of me looked at me in the eyes the moment I replied and disocciated into my notebooks page. I felt like I was looked down on by the class for not being up to par, which is amplified by the fact that I pull out a custom 60% keyboard and steam deck with a dock every class which can make me look like a giant fool who is living on the dunning-kruger scale. This may be projection, due to the fact that I may judge someone who was in my shoes (or at least, that it's a thought. An intrusive thought.). I either have to work on my self-esteem or stop smoking weed during the 10 minute break in the middle of class.